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@11 months ago with 2 notes
ahfuckitsej:

Scruff much? I look old -_-
Happy Wednesday.

ahfuckitsej:

Scruff much? I look old -_-

Happy Wednesday.

@1 year ago with 11 notes

ahfuckitsej:

I’m chubby and with a beard now! I can officially call myself a bear.

Sorry for the bad quality and the creepy smile.

*No real beards were harmed in this making.

I want my beard back -_-

@2 years ago with 43 notes
#chubby guy #ftm #tans #Testosterone 
fuckyeahftms:

First topless tuesday on here.. whoa much?
Sup guys, I’m EJ. Pre-t but I am doing supplements. Honestly, I feel pretty confident (: Anyway, I’m all for new friends, so feel free to talk. I’m hella chill.
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fuckyeahftms:

First topless tuesday on here.. whoa much?

Sup guys, I’m EJ. Pre-t but I am doing supplements. Honestly, I feel pretty confident (: Anyway, I’m all for new friends, so feel free to talk. I’m hella chill.

ahfuckitsej.tumblr.com

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@2 years ago with 27 notes

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@2 years ago with 4 notes

I’m all for helping other ftm guys with advice on their transitioning, but there comes a point where you just have to learn and do things on your own. I can’t hold your hand through every single step. It’s a process you have to go on your own to really get to know yourself as an individual.

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@2 years ago with 12 notes

The best advice comes from the worst experiences.

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@2 years ago with 2983 notes

I’m seriously happy to see all these guys start T and going on with their proccess

I get the biggest smile because I know they’re doing what makes them happy and more comfortable.

Keep it going guys. You’re getting there (:

@2 years ago with 1 note
#ftm #trans* #transguy #testosterone #female to male #ahfuckitsej #ejthetransformer 
ahfuckitsej:

Happy Halloween!
You guys  already know who I am (: 

ahfuckitsej:

Happy Halloween!

You guys  already know who I am (: 

@1 year ago with 21 notes
#dailygrace #grace helbig #one direction 

I made this a while back, but it’s come to my attention is time for me to take a stand for my community and brothers.

@2 years ago with 2 notes
#ftm #trans #Testosterone #female to male #transgender #trans community #transyguy 
ahfuckitsej:

I’m a nerd with muscles & bruises.

Apparently this has been a favorite to a lot of people ._.

ahfuckitsej:

I’m a nerd with muscles & bruises.

Apparently this has been a favorite to a lot of people ._.

@2 years ago with 23 notes
#chubby guy #ahfuckitsej #ftm #Testosterone 
ahfuckitsej:

Toilet paper and hairspray never looked better.

Yeah, that’s me like acouple of months ago -__-

ahfuckitsej:

Toilet paper and hairspray never looked better.


Yeah, that’s me like acouple of months ago -__-

@2 years ago with 19 notes
fuckingscreaming:

jarrodmatthew:

cocksucking-accent:

angrytranschick:

messydeci:

These two shit-for-brains directly represent the interests of the CIS-RUN and CIS-DOMINATED music industry with their album, concert and merchandise sales. The people that are funding the new projects of these “allies” would no sooner piss on a trans* person’s teeth if their gums were on fire than actually think about the negative effect these “artist’s” actions would have on the communities they’re supposedly trying to ally themselves with.
INTENT ISN’T MAGIC AND IT DOESN’T MEAN JACK SHIT. At any rate, their intent isn’t “benevolent”. They aren’t looking to improve the lives of the trans* community or raise awareness or even be fucking allies. They are looking to make a bunch of fucking money on record sales, merchandising and ticket sales, bottom line. They are looking for another set of tour dates, another Grammy nomination, another platinum record, another album deal from their labels.
I can guarantee the last thing on their minds is reducing transphobia and increasing equality of gender identity and expression.
These cis people are profiting off the identities of trans* people. People suffer, people are attacked, people die for these identities, but Katy Perry and Lady Gaga can do whatever they want with them because “we need all the help we can get”?
I say, loud and clear: FUCK THAT NOISE. 
Nobody gave them permission to speak for us. Nobody has the right to grant them that, nor do they have the right to claim it for themselves. Freedom of speech/freedom of expression, my ass. How about freedom to be an appropriative sack of cis scum?
You want an application for the phrase “die cis scum”? Here it is! You’re looking at it.
These advances the trans* community has made? They weren’t made because shits like Perry and Gaga dressed up and did a little one-two on stage and sold some records and said on stage how brave and beautiful we trans* people are. They were made because trans* people like us kept waking up every day, kept breathing, kept living, kept fighting. People just like Perry and Gaga, people with “benevolent intent”, have turned their backs on us when it was no longer convenient or profitable for them to stand with us or even slightly near us.
The day we accept cis people as our saviors and let cis people fight our fight for us is the day we allow for the undoing of everything we and our predecessors achieved.

there is so much commentary i agree with on this photo so you’ll be seeing it a lot on your dash okay

Yes this good very good.

bolded the last line for everybody.

There’s been a lot of controversy about Gaga and Katy Perry binding. I really appreciated the commentary but I’m not exactly sure how I personally feel, in case anyone was curious. I love Katy Perry and I like her new music video, I just don’t understand why she was binding in the first place. I know there are non trans* identified people who do bind, however, I don’t think her message was to represent gender-variant people. In the video, Katy joins the Marines and is living with women. At no point in the video did I believe she was trying to portray herself as a man, I was just confused by the binding aspect. I really don’t think Katy Perry was trying to represent the trans* community, maybe if anything, her binding was a commentary on misogyny and the objectification of women’s bodies. The song, Part of Me, is all about empowerment. I’m assuming it pertains to her and Russell, but maybe with the video she wanted to reach out to all women. But who knows, I am really just going out on a limb here. Gaga, however, annoys me with Jo Calderone. I think the commentary in the picture speaks for my opinions on her. Being trans* isn’t just dressing up or adding hair and make up. Being trans* is real, it’s not for entertainment, and it isn’t a fucking trend. It isn’t fun to go through hours of therapy, spend thousands of dollars on hormones and surgery (if one so chooses) just to feel okay in their own skin. Being trans* is not to get attention and it is not a performance. Lady Gaga is a performer, it is her job to put on a performance, to entertain people. Lady Gaga is not trans*, Lady Gaga does not know what it is to be trans*, and she doesn’t understand the possible stereotype and message she is creating for the trans* community. I will admit that Lady Gaga has brought LGB issues to light, along with organizations like the It Gets Better Campaign, but I’m confused as to whether or not she is trying to genuinely help the queer community or just use us to make more money.

fuckingscreaming:

jarrodmatthew:

cocksucking-accent:

angrytranschick:

messydeci:

These two shit-for-brains directly represent the interests of the CIS-RUN and CIS-DOMINATED music industry with their album, concert and merchandise sales. The people that are funding the new projects of these “allies” would no sooner piss on a trans* person’s teeth if their gums were on fire than actually think about the negative effect these “artist’s” actions would have on the communities they’re supposedly trying to ally themselves with.

INTENT ISN’T MAGIC AND IT DOESN’T MEAN JACK SHIT. At any rate, their intent isn’t “benevolent”. They aren’t looking to improve the lives of the trans* community or raise awareness or even be fucking allies. They are looking to make a bunch of fucking money on record sales, merchandising and ticket sales, bottom line. They are looking for another set of tour dates, another Grammy nomination, another platinum record, another album deal from their labels.

I can guarantee the last thing on their minds is reducing transphobia and increasing equality of gender identity and expression.

These cis people are profiting off the identities of trans* people. People suffer, people are attacked, people die for these identities, but Katy Perry and Lady Gaga can do whatever they want with them because “we need all the help we can get”?

I say, loud and clear: FUCK THAT NOISE. 

Nobody gave them permission to speak for us. Nobody has the right to grant them that, nor do they have the right to claim it for themselves. Freedom of speech/freedom of expression, my ass. How about freedom to be an appropriative sack of cis scum?

You want an application for the phrase “die cis scum”? Here it is! You’re looking at it.

These advances the trans* community has made? They weren’t made because shits like Perry and Gaga dressed up and did a little one-two on stage and sold some records and said on stage how brave and beautiful we trans* people are. They were made because trans* people like us kept waking up every day, kept breathing, kept living, kept fighting. People just like Perry and Gaga, people with “benevolent intent”, have turned their backs on us when it was no longer convenient or profitable for them to stand with us or even slightly near us.

The day we accept cis people as our saviors and let cis people fight our fight for us is the day we allow for the undoing of everything we and our predecessors achieved.

there is so much commentary i agree with on this photo so you’ll be seeing it a lot on your dash okay

Yes this good very good.

bolded the last line for everybody.

There’s been a lot of controversy about Gaga and Katy Perry binding. I really appreciated the commentary but I’m not exactly sure how I personally feel, in case anyone was curious.

I love Katy Perry and I like her new music video, I just don’t understand why she was binding in the first place. I know there are non trans* identified people who do bind, however, I don’t think her message was to represent gender-variant people. In the video, Katy joins the Marines and is living with women. At no point in the video did I believe she was trying to portray herself as a man, I was just confused by the binding aspect. I really don’t think Katy Perry was trying to represent the trans* community, maybe if anything, her binding was a commentary on misogyny and the objectification of women’s bodies. The song, Part of Me, is all about empowerment. I’m assuming it pertains to her and Russell, but maybe with the video she wanted to reach out to all women. But who knows, I am really just going out on a limb here.

Gaga, however, annoys me with Jo Calderone. I think the commentary in the picture speaks for my opinions on her. Being trans* isn’t just dressing up or adding hair and make up. Being trans* is real, it’s not for entertainment, and it isn’t a fucking trend. It isn’t fun to go through hours of therapy, spend thousands of dollars on hormones and surgery (if one so chooses) just to feel okay in their own skin. Being trans* is not to get attention and it is not a performance. Lady Gaga is a performer, it is her job to put on a performance, to entertain people. Lady Gaga is not trans*, Lady Gaga does not know what it is to be trans*, and she doesn’t understand the possible stereotype and message she is creating for the trans* community. I will admit that Lady Gaga has brought LGB issues to light, along with organizations like the It Gets Better Campaign, but I’m confused as to whether or not she is trying to genuinely help the queer community or just use us to make more money.

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@2 years ago with 2701 notes
Maria Elena (:
She’s been by my side through thick and thin. She was one of the first I came out with. As supportive as she is, she’s very understand, and has the best pep talks. She’s my right hand through this and without her I’d be a mess. Also, she’s the one that got me back on doing youtube videos, so thank her for that!

Maria Elena (:

She’s been by my side through thick and thin. She was one of the first I came out with. As supportive as she is, she’s very understand, and has the best pep talks. She’s my right hand through this and without her I’d be a mess. Also, she’s the one that got me back on doing youtube videos, so thank her for that!

@2 years ago with 2 notes
#*trans #best friend #doortomyworld #ftm #supporter #ahfuckitsej 
pure-fucking-anger:

Trigger Warning: transphobia, trans-hate.
I get asked a lot what I think of Chaz Bono. I guess it’s because people who aren’t familiar with the trans/queer community are just now being introduced to a transsexual celebrity. So, if I’m the first transsexual person they’ve ever met, that’s the first thing they ask me. I’ve never been incredibly interested in Chaz Bono. No more than I am with any other magazine/day time television star. I know that he was on Dancing With the Stars and he’s Cher’s son. That’s all I could tell you six months ago and that’s all I can tell you now. I decided after a long sleepless night to look him up on youtube; see what he’s up to, see how his transition is going, etc. and I ran into these:
“Whatever Temptations that Miss Bono has of Being a Man Should be Resisted. Just like a Husband trying to resist committing Adultery. Miss Bono living out her Fantasy of Being a Man is Only Making her Sin worse.”
“Chastity Bono will always be a female. Your chromosomes determine your sex, not a doctors knife or what you ma think in your fat twisted mind. Freak!”
“It’s still a woman with its tits sucked out. DISGUSTING PERVERTED FREAK. Nobody is “born gay”. It’s people who act out their perversions.”
“I am thinking of making a movie : The Grotesque Monstrosity of Human Filth and I wonder if I could get Chaz Bono to star in it?”
“I hope you fucking die you fat faggot blob”
“absoloutely disgusting…. and SHE is trying to popularize the idea, make it into a trend… I hope they ban sex reassignments completetely because it’s utter bullshit… you stay the way you were born…”
“kill chaz. fukkin disgusting.”
Along with thousands of other similar ones, each with their own colorful, interesting grammar and sentence structure. I wanted to approach this with my usual haters gonna hate attitude, but I couldn’t. I guess a sort of reality settled in when I was reading through these comments. These people want him dead. These people want me dead. They’re so violently afraid of what they don’t know. and the thing that scares me the most is that there are more people like that than not. 
I’ve heard more times than I’ve cared to “well, not everyone is going to agree with it”. I’m fully aware not everyone in the world is going to accept that transpeople exist. I’m aware that not everyone realizes it’s 2012 and transexuality happens. I get that. but I want every single one of these assholes to know that they’re hilariously wrong. I will love my transsexual boyfriend before and after the surgeries he does or doesn’t have. I will love his transsexual roommate because she’s a ridiculously talented dork. There are going to be transsexual men and women around the world until the world ends. Your bigotry and hideously ignorant comments on the internet aren’t going to change that. 

pure-fucking-anger:

Trigger Warning: transphobia, trans-hate.

I get asked a lot what I think of Chaz Bono. I guess it’s because people who aren’t familiar with the trans/queer community are just now being introduced to a transsexual celebrity. So, if I’m the first transsexual person they’ve ever met, that’s the first thing they ask me. I’ve never been incredibly interested in Chaz Bono. No more than I am with any other magazine/day time television star. I know that he was on Dancing With the Stars and he’s Cher’s son. That’s all I could tell you six months ago and that’s all I can tell you now. I decided after a long sleepless night to look him up on youtube; see what he’s up to, see how his transition is going, etc. and I ran into these:

Whatever Temptations that Miss Bono has of Being a Man Should be Resisted. Just like a Husband trying to resist committing Adultery. Miss Bono living out her Fantasy of Being a Man is Only Making her Sin worse.

Chastity Bono will always be a female. Your chromosomes determine your sex, not a doctors knife or what you ma think in your fat twisted mind. Freak!

It’s still a woman with its tits sucked out. DISGUSTING PERVERTED FREAK. Nobody is “born gay”. It’s people who act out their perversions.

I am thinking of making a movie : The Grotesque Monstrosity of Human Filth and I wonder if I could get Chaz Bono to star in it?

I hope you fucking die you fat faggot blob

absoloutely disgusting…. and SHE is trying to popularize the idea, make it into a trend… I hope they ban sex reassignments completetely because it’s utter bullshit… you stay the way you were born…

kill chaz. fukkin disgusting.

Along with thousands of other similar ones, each with their own colorful, interesting grammar and sentence structure. I wanted to approach this with my usual haters gonna hate attitude, but I couldn’t. I guess a sort of reality settled in when I was reading through these comments. These people want him dead. These people want me dead. They’re so violently afraid of what they don’t know. and the thing that scares me the most is that there are more people like that than not. 

I’ve heard more times than I’ve cared to “well, not everyone is going to agree with it”. I’m fully aware not everyone in the world is going to accept that transpeople exist. I’m aware that not everyone realizes it’s 2012 and transexuality happens. I get that. but I want every single one of these assholes to know that they’re hilariously wrong. I will love my transsexual boyfriend before and after the surgeries he does or doesn’t have. I will love his transsexual roommate because she’s a ridiculously talented dork. There are going to be transsexual men and women around the world until the world ends. Your bigotry and hideously ignorant comments on the internet aren’t going to change that. 

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@2 years ago with 60 notes